I'm so very glad it's Friday, it's been a week of ups, downs and in-betweens but I made another week.

I so want to get back to normal and put last week behind me and I'm sure I will soon but I sooooo hate this part of the process.

I've been really lucky cos the boss was away for a week when I got back to work so at least I didn't have him to face while I'm getting it back together. He's back Monday so the countdown is on to get it together.....or at least to look as though it's together until the evenings.

I really can't decide if having a deadline is a good thing or not. Is it better to have a limited time to heal or is it better to let things evolve naturally?

The only thing I'm absolutely sure about at the moment is that I don't want the boss to know...He will only do his usual pretend to care so that he can think we're close then I'll have that mess to sort out again which is the last thing I need right now. I wish I hadn't thought of that side of things right now, it really doesn't help!!

Ok time to get immersed in work and do the stuff I've been putting off for too long so that I can leave here this evening and enjoy myself.